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gone for awhile.

last year around this time i was planning on being in San Francisco and trying to forget all the things that were going wrong around me.

now i'm just trying to not to be crushed by loved ones who are dying, my parents' declining health, friends who are suffering, and the realization that i've failed at being the person i'd like to be in some fundamental ways.

it's no different than anyone else, really, but i guess i just don't have the steam to do any of this anymore.

i've archived older posts. i'm trying to decide what i want to do with my work and everything i've created up to this point.

i know there are some people who have kept in touch with me through here and if anyone would like to find where i've archived older posts, needs to contact me, wants links to other web presences that i may keep up, or anything else. . . just drop me an email at cooteradkins@gmail.com

i'll leave you with this awful, emo-looking photo i took on my ex's couch the other day. this is the shit i've been creating since i've not used my camera in ages. be lucky i'm sparing you.

take care of each other.